Japan

I've visited Japan for some time not so long ago... I have been mesmerized... I'm still crying after it. When I'm home I feel like I'm not really at home..my home is somewhere else. I want to go back but this was only a one-chance-in-my-life thing...
A dream came true but with that this dream is gone now. I was dreaming about to go Japan..now I'm crying after it. Dreams should stay as dreams and not come true... I can't find my place now...